first day feels: a revisit to Paris.

we floated into France at the break of day, the sunrise reflecting on the fog rising from the warm earth.  a queue and a stamp and a taxi ride later, we witnessed beautiful views of Paris at dawn, the tourists already up and about snapping photos and inhaling croissants from boulangeries.  

we walked the streets of Saint Germain, meandered through the Sunday Marche, bought scarves and strawberries and mandarins you could smell from feet away.  a few church bells rang, but even more noticeable were the putter patter of French feet on the ground as runners swiftly passed us by. Luxembourg Gardens was full of them- packs of runners following each other around the perimeter of the large green space. 

swaths of bouncing tennis balls and fallen leaves, yellow, brown, and red, dotted the landscape of the public garden.  grandfathers with their grandchildren, women reading in chairs, toddlers exploring the statues and fountains and earth.  one woman was walking with a gym bag smoking a cigarette.  and then I remembered- so many cigarettes! maybe one in every three passersby’s. 

we snacked on baguettes, churned butter, and fresh fruit, then napped into the day. I awoke and walked towards the Seine, the sun bright between the buildings.  I arrived at the Orsay mid afternoon, with a timed ticket there is not much of a queue. 

romanticism, realism, symbolism… beautiful canvases strewn on walls.  most struggling artists in life, yet glorified in death.  a concept not foreign to just France, yet seems to overwhelmingly be riddled with truth for those who have lived here though time.  the impressionist hall was the most crowded, and my favorite.  enough Renoir and Manet to keep my heart full.  one post impressionist  room had tourists on top of each other, struggling for photographs: Van Gogh’s self portrait- not my favorite but famous I suppose.  

a walk down to the Seine to meet the sommelier and away we went, one door in front of the other, deep into the Latin Quarter.  we stopped for a pint at a cafe, then walked some more.  we landed at a quaint seafood restaurant with a list carved out by famous wine nerds who have a penchant for Burgundy.  Champagne, tiny mussels, local oysters, razor clams, salmon, Meursault, cod, and skate wing filled our tummies, followed by bress pastry and cognac.  the room started to feel sleepy. 

the city of lights is never dark, and walking the half hour back to our apartment felt necessary.  snug and warm off rue du cherche de midi, we crumpled into slumber. a lovely first day in the city of artists, light, and love. 

get real: the inspiration of Terlingua.

in this part of Texas, its rare to see more than one homestead within a few miles; isolation is a way of life.  

the town Terlingua has been a part of our history for as long as Texas has been Texas, with legends and folklore and campfire stories handed down for generations.  mercury was first discovered in the late 1800s, and by 1900 at least 3000 residents harbored near the Chisos Mine.  

young children attended school near St Inez church while their siblings and parents worked long hours in the cavernous mines.  many deaths occurred at various ages, the local cemetery filled with remains upon remains of accidents, explosions, health outbreaks, and malnutrition.  

this part of the country is harsh. 

weather, even with the brush, mountains, creeks, and streams, is very dry.  Terlingua lies in the middle of the Chihuahuan Desert, so growing much besides peppers, tomatoes, and onions seems futile.  there are no big box stores or grocery chains for hundreds of miles, the only shopping local general stores.  Southwestern art blooms.  

with a population of less than sixty, the people here are rugged like the terrain, but gentle like the ecosystem.  like many others in West Texas, they long for rain and clouds and access to usable water.  their heritage is Native and Mexican and Anglo, a mix of hardiness that defies all scenarios; an infinite wisdom lurks plainly.

farther north, more famous towns known for their art appear on the map.  here in Terlingua, the artists keep odd hours, but once they’ve caught you in their web, you are hypnotized, drunken with respect and envy and awe.  

the unique culture of the region abounds. 

we are blessed to have made your acquaintance.  

namaste, Terlingua.